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[kirin_saga]

I don't think I like dating. Dating in general, I mean. Every time I agree to go somewhere, I feel so nervous I get nauseaus and feel like crying. Then I'm on the date and everthing is kind of ok. Then, repeat because I have trouble saying no. Saying no always makes me feel guilty.

I think dating is going to give me an ulcer. I don't like it.